That's right, another 365 days and here we are again, waiting for the opening of classes. Again.

I forgot that with the arrival of classes, is the arrival of housemates. And it's not that I don't like them, it's just that I've been so used to living alone and living my way that I've forgotten that others don't necessarily see things the way I do. Now if only I had enough money to afford my own appartment. BOO. I shall survive though. =)

Something on the past four months: Lots of random self discovery things. It's a strange feeling, realising things about myself that I never knew before, know what I mean? Most of the time it's a revelation like "Oh, didn't know that. Cool." but then there are those that make me go "Oh, woah. No idea. Wow wow wow. Shit." All good though, because it means that when I find these things, I can start to fix them. =) What else did I find? A lot of the people I thought I knew, I didn't know at all. "What? BLASPHEMY!" This is good and bad, depending on what I found out about them

Something on the next four months: I am truly hoping to do better on my studies. I know that I've said it so many times before, but that was before I was in danger of losing the scholarship that is helping me to pay my tuition. I think I've been pretty spoiled because I've had just about free education up until now, and I didn't realise how good that is until I was an inch from losing it, expecially now with my family's new financial status. ADD OIL, JESS! Another thing is to find a club to join. I feel like I don't have much controlling my time. I remember in high was I was super busy with club activities that I actually did better in school, because the fact that I had more than just the one responsability forced me to procrastinate less. And lastly, I suppose I should make it a goal of being less depressed, as some people would call me. I still don't see how I can be a depressed person but hey, denial has a very strong relationship with me. I always thought I was a positive person, but apparently, some people disagree.