I thought it'd be a lot worse, but the only one I'm actually really worried about is physics. The others are pretty much okay! Which is surprising, because I thought I would be MAD freaking out at this point!
Anyway, I am apparently going to church tomorrow to see my friend, and future housemate, get baptized! This will also be the first time I have ever been to a church ... thing. I'm actually kinda looking forward to it. Growing up with my dad meant religion was taboo. I never really learned about the stuff that Christianity was about, but now, I can actually learn! This doesn't mean that I will start believing, but I'd at least like to learn about this stuff!
I'm going to go bed, and hope I won't be too tired for "Jesus Day", as Allison would call it, tomorrow.
Chinese kids aren't as attractive as others. I do not what lead into this, but I realised this sometime after coming to Queen's. Chinese boys that I used to think looked decent are terrible. Really, they are. Chinese girls that I thought were pretty, are not.
I need to fix the layout. I am UBER BORED OF IT. But I never seem to want to sit for 50 hours and fix it. Maybe this summer when classes are over.
RANDOMEST POST EVER.Current Song I'm addicted to: Pain - Three Days Grace
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go up you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain!
I know (I know, I know, I know)
I know that you're wounded
You know (you know, you know, you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain!
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17:02
Saturday, April 04, 2009
Even if that'll never be enough for what you've done for me. I seriously hope you won't become one of those kids that I lose contact with in a couple months. I think I'll actually make the effort, this time 'round, to keep you around. There's never been someone that cared about me that much. I think it's really too good to be true.
Thanks for always knowing the right thing to say and do. It's comforting to know that there's someone out there who doesn't even know much of my past, and is still willing to stick around for me, to care about me. It's amazing what one year of classes will do.
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