... how in the world did we end up so broken?

"Even though it over now, it still kills inside
'Cause for so long, you have been my life."
- The Veronicas "Someone Wake Me Up"

This is what happens when I listen to the lyrics in songs too much; I get to thinking. Which, as history can prove, is NEVER a good thing for me.

Or maybe it's the stupid midterms that are coming up... ULGH

We never talk. I miss how we could just make up the most retarded conversations, and run with it. I miss the time when our "conversations" didn't consist of one-syllable responses, when they didn't consist more of onomatopoeias than they did of real words.
I'm frustrated with myself, 'cause I can never find the words to actually express what I feel. And then I get even more frustrated and swear at myself, forcing the tears back.
I don't have much that reminds me of the happiness we shared in the past anymore. I feel so distanced. From everything.

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